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i may look calm , but in my head , i killed you three times already because a little rudeness & disrespect can elevate a meaningless interaction to a battle of wills & add drama to an otherwise dull day so i speak well of my enemies - cause i unfortunately were the one who made them & the most exhausting thing in life is being insecure & thats not me , thats my enemies , so i save the b/s for them . [REMEMBER though ;] before you open your mouth to me make sure - you have a MiND to back up all the things you say because if I agreed with you, we'd both be wrong , so at least elaborate on your wrong point , thanks but OVERALL i really dont care what you think , as long as it's about me - - - - > Just keep that in mind . i love listening to lies, when i know the truth & i'm not fluent in IDIOT, so please speak slowly and clearly when you talk to me . . .
i never look for meaning where there was none , only to keep a grip on reality.
although it may sound crazy it was the one thing that kept me from going insane
& my character was lucky enough , because each goal that was thought of , reinforced one another in a way .
it never seemed so far away .
the less i knew , the less i worried and the more convinced i became knowing i
only had me to please .
i knew if i keep my head up , i may not ever have to keep it down .
it always seemed so close .
i put up with enough clouds to know that there was an expected rainbow at the end
i never notice pressure until i realize i ran out of all other options .
it never seemed hard until i fell on my ass a couple of times .
the more they told me i can’t the more determined i became .
life is hard ? compared to what ? because limits of my abilities don’t exist to me .
my dreams were always so close cause they never seemed far away , they are constant reminders that everything starts with me .
- Benze <3
