i am the infamous BENZE , the published MODEL you should want to get to know , you may have seen me come across your blog stylishly modeling rather vintage clothing . You may have seen me grace your girlfriend hair package for Outre . All in Vegas taking over that city . You seen me on NBC with Essence Magazine . You seen me on different websites . stonemorris.com , just to name one . I mean , this is what I do , a published model that is None the less I do it gracefully . follow ————— > @BENZE_LOHAN i may look calm , but in my head , i killed you three times already because a little rudeness & disrespect can elevate a meaningless interaction to a battle of wills & add drama to an otherwise dull day so i speak well of my enemies - cause i unfortunately were the one who made them & the most exhausting thing in life is being insecure & thats not me , thats my enemies , so i save the b/s for them . [REMEMBER though ;] before you open your mouth to me make sure - you have a MiND to back up all the things you say because if I agreed with you, we’d both be wrong , so at least elaborate on your wrong point , thanks but OVERALL i really dont care what you think , as long as it’s about me - - - - > Just keep that in mind . i love listening to lies, when i know the truth & i’m not fluent in IDIOT, so please speak slowly and clearly when you talk to me … Tumblr (3.0; @meangirllohan)http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/<p>; sorry i&#8217;ve been neglecting you tumblrrrrr . forgive me&#160;; )</p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/38778820311http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/38778820311Tue, 25 Dec 2012 02:37:49 -0500<p>; &amp; we barely know each other well . </p> <p>  so ask me what you want to know &#8230;</p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/34147826372http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/34147826372Tue, 23 Oct 2012 00:10:19 -0400<p>what if i knew you were still keeping ol&#8217; what&#8217;s her name around&#160;? <strong>you couldn&#8217;t say nothing</strong> . what if i were spending up your money taking him out on the town . <strong>you couldn&#8217;t say nothing</strong> . what if i knew all the nights you was out , you wasn&#8217;t with your friends&#160;? <strong>you couldn&#8217;t say nothing</strong> .</p> <p><em><strong>what if i been done with you and you just didn&#8217;t know until the end</strong></em>&#160;?</p> <p>no get backs , no sorry , can&#8217;t fix that , <strong>just over</strong> .</p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/30848940946http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/30848940946Mon, 03 Sep 2012 23:17:47 -0400<p>do i start with these low down dirty shame men or how fun of a weekend i had&#160;?</p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/30844185104http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/30844185104Mon, 03 Sep 2012 22:06:05 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m93ydmLgRF1qdo4yfo1_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m93ydmLgRF1qdo4yfo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m93ydmLgRF1qdo4yfo3_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><strong>black fashion </strong></p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/29896605281http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/29896605281Tue, 21 Aug 2012 09:48:58 -0400<p>; <strong>when pain is <strike>over</strike> , the remembrance of it often becomes a <em>pleasure</em>  . .</strong> </p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/29896191360http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/29896191360Tue, 21 Aug 2012 09:36:17 -0400“” dawg , you putting my name in the middle of sucka shxt is something like you getting raped by a stranger cause you do not know how you are fxcking with “”http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/25182957476http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/25182957476Fri, 15 Jun 2012 17:54:22 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5obez428A1qdo4yfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><strong>workout plan</strong> …</p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/25173981808http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/25173981808Fri, 15 Jun 2012 15:28:11 -0400<iframe src="https://w.soundcloud.com/player/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F40745348&liking=false&sharing=false&origin=tumblr" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" class="soundcloud_audio_player" width="500" height="116"></iframe><br/><br/><p><3 lil kim & jeezy on one track #CLASSiC</p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/19856466757http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/19856466757Sat, 24 Mar 2012 18:04:24 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m085wse9bb1qhk81vo1_500.jpg"/><br/> White Leopard Dress<br/><br/> <img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m085wse9bb1qhk81vo2_500.jpg"/><br/> In The Water Jumpsuit<br/><br/> <img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m085wse9bb1qhk81vo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m085wse9bb1qhk81vo4_500.jpg"/><br/> Thatched Hut Pants<br/><br/> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://stonemorris.tumblr.com/post/18566243726/from-our-editorial-shoot-photography-by-wilmot" target="_blank">stonemorris</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>From our Editorial Shoot! </p> <p>Photography by: Wilmot Kidd<span> </span></p> <p>Hair: Nina Jafferji and Alli Smith</p> <p>Make-up: Chuck Olsen </p> </blockquote> <p>tara , me ( mercedies ) and rachel <3 </p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/18925234253http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/18925234253Wed, 07 Mar 2012 18:58:26 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz7ingPBlD1qdo4yfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/17402419086http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/17402419086Fri, 10 Feb 2012 21:23:40 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxvdnbJq5y1qdo4yfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><strong>1-16-79 [ aaliyah , happy birthday ] 8-25-01</strong></p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/15922722000http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/15922722000Sun, 15 Jan 2012 21:30:47 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxvdkkMqcI1qdo4yfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><strong>1-16-79 [ aaliyah , happy birthday ] 8-25-01</strong></p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/15922624794http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/15922624794Sun, 15 Jan 2012 21:29:08 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxtwxlhgS71qdo4yfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><strong>sweet london</strong> . </p> </blockquote>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/15875904749http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/15875904749Sun, 15 Jan 2012 02:32:09 -0500<p><strong>i never look for meaning where there was none</strong> , only to keep a <em>grip on reality.</em></p> <p>although it may sound crazy it was the one thing that kept me from going insane</p> <p>&amp;  my character was lucky enough , because <strong>each goal that was thought of , reinforced one another in a way .</strong></p> <p><strong>it never seemed so far away .</strong></p> <p>the less i knew , the less i worried and the more  convinced i became knowing <em> i </em></p> <p><em>only </em><em>had me to please . </em></p> <p>i knew if i keep my head up , i may not ever have to keep it down .</p> <p><strong>it always seemed so close</strong> .</p> <p>i put up with enough clouds to know that there was an expected rainbow at the end </p> <p><strong>i never notice pressure</strong> until i realize i ran out of all other options . </p> <p> it never seemed hard until i fell on my ass a couple of times . </p> <p>the more they told me i can&#8217;t the more determined i became . </p> <p>life is hard&#160;? compared to what&#160;? because limits of my abilities don&#8217;t exist to me .</p> <p><em><strong>my dreams were always so close cause they never seemed far away , they are constant reminders that everything starts with me .</strong></em></p> <p><em><strong> - </strong></em><strong>Benze</strong><em><strong> &lt;3</strong></em></p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/15875760033http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/15875760033Sun, 15 Jan 2012 02:27:28 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxsa63f1wy1qdo4yfo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxsa63f1wy1qdo4yfo3_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxsa63f1wy1qdo4yfo4_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxsa63f1wy1qdo4yfo2_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p>in memory of the beautiful aaliyah .</p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/15821653920http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/15821653920Sat, 14 Jan 2012 05:22:51 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwl97mATbE1qdo4yfo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>; you can’t conquer anything if you don’t sleep and dream & wake up & take it by it’s ears …</p>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/14601951896http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/14601951896Wed, 21 Dec 2011 23:45:22 -0500“if you can find a path with no obstacles , it probably doesn’t lead anywhere .”http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/6412165448http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/6412165448Sat, 11 Jun 2011 03:17:24 -0400“forgive me if i snap at you today , i’m myself today … <br/> - benze”http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/5902636110http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/5902636110Fri, 27 May 2011 14:15:13 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_llv99hpnEw1qdo4yfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p>; <strong>i not only march to the beat of a different drummer , i kick the drummers butt if he misses a beat </strong></p> </blockquote>http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/5902583783http://meangirllohan.tumblr.com/post/5902583783Fri, 27 May 2011 14:12:53 -0400